Totally understand all of that. I'm with you there. If I want to calm down (rap), I can listen to Eminem - Infinite album anytime, though. No anger in that one!
And oh wow yeah, nice, I was definitely the one to post Mista Cane's the Truth, as he is from my hometown and I sent Tones the link to the album... probably pasted it on here about 7 years ago... and im really amazed you still love it. I'm going to tell him right now on siccness.net boards that people are still listening to it because it means a lot to him and he gets so hyped up. He might even respond to this. He's a local dude who hasn't rapped in a while.