So ........ basically somehow i fucked up my ssd drive, or it fucked itself up after trying to reinstall windows 10. Basically i would get to where it would show the "install to which drive" part, and couldn't find any hard drive, i was finally able to get the hard drive to show up there, only for windows to tell me it couldn't install there because error something or other. when I tried to clean the partition file in command line interface it told me it couldn't find it and deleting partition 0 couldn't fix it.
fuck i hate computers, long story short, i bought a new hard drive everything is fine at the moment. I still have this nagging feeling the old SSD drive is fixable but i have no idea how to do it at the moment, and no desire to attempt to after the last day or so.