i like sand :[
do i like being told? if its not some pinko fuck living off daddys trust fund. if its someone whose a professional beat the stupid out of young dum fucks. yeah, besides its my job to be there. i'm being paid and certainly asking to eat a shitload of crow and get the piss beat out of me, figuritively and possibly realistically.
if it weren't the reef it'd be the liquor so swap one for the other. cant get drunk all the time and have a life, can't smoke up all the time and have a life either. you adapt.
i see shit dead ending unless i make some changes. the military'd give me a path to get back into college, see the world...granted from a limited perspective and learn about discipline.
turning 24 so going to make a final decision on whether or not i'll ever do it.
